Grudging
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Grudging [1]
Grudg'Ing, pp. Envying being uneasy at another's possession of something which we have a desire to possess.
Grudg'Ing, n. Uneasiness at the possession of something by another.
1. Reluctance also, a secret wish or desire.
He had a grudging still to be a knave.
2. A symptom of disease. Not in use.
